The final decision will be taken in December, but, as of today, we are no longer living as a couple. That is, we still share a roof and furniture, but are to take care of ourselves and only ourselves for the next few months. It is understood that I will then see how much freedom I really crave, and who I turn into, away from couplehood and other attachments. It has become painfully clear to me, that I need this radical piece of soul-searching, even though I can't think of all too many things that are worse than breaking his heart. I've said it before and I'll say it again: I love him and respect him immeasurably. It is just that I am in place right now, where I need to know and love myself, for who I really am. I've been running away from this person, ever since I started post-poning the things that I love(d).
Selfish, but rightfully so
Anna
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