The deed is done: the apartment's empty, I'll be back in Ghent on Tuesday, to hand over the keys and -don't look now - my dissertation. I will also go and see whether I can get a job here in Ghent asap.
Whenever I try to imagine the future beyond Tuesday/Wednesday (the official deadline for my diss.) ... my mind fails me. The move and the dissertation, that is all there is, right now. It's as if I'm diving towards the deep end, I know that I've got enough oxygen in my lungs to make it to the other side, but the underwater transition is unreal and nauseating, nonetheless.
When will I be back on the internet? Well, we couldn't arrange for the Telenet (Belgian internet provider) guys to come any sooner than 21 st August, so that will have to do.
In the meantime, we'll stay in touch by means of texting, phoning, and writing letters. Promise!
Love, love, love
Axxx
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