Not to worry, the title does NOT refer to my relationship with D!!!!
It is a popular sentiment, and one which I embrace fully: hating James Blunt. So why, oh, why do I refer to a bloody annoying song of his, in effect admitting him to the list of overall awesomeness that is Queen, Mika, and The White Stripes, that have featured my recent titles? Because sometimes, what you want to express most of all is... annoyance. And I thank Mr. Bland for giving me such a formidable medium to do this.
Now that we've established my level of annoyance, I can talk a little bit about the causes of said sentiment.
We're moving tomorrow, which is obviously a good thing - the sooner, the better. But I feel, this waiting for the actual move has proven such a waste of time. I wasn't in a position to continue my writing, as I had left some very important things in Jellytown, and the dissertation-related goals I had set myself in the meantime... were not met. Like my packing and tidying goals this week, they have been utterly neglected in favour of random internet surfing. Ah, those procrastiating demons of old!
The interesting part is, that I am not so much disappointed at myself as I am annoyed. The predominating sentiment in all of this, is just bored annoyance at the knowledge that I've let the effect of this stupid flat (or, the habits I've nurtured throughout my stay here) get the better of me.
It's downright amazing how confident I am that things will pick up once I'm in Z again. I just know they will. Lord knows I have quizzed myself over the past few months over and over on whether I feel ready/willing to move on, and the closer to the point-of-now return I've got, the louder the voices in my head get, that go: Yes, yes, please!!!!
More than this apartmant, which has been a home to us and our little Ninacat, I'm utterly, utterly fed up wih the lazy-ass, mind-numbingly passive person I've progressively let loose in this environment. Hence, I suppose, the Blunt-dedication to myself.
I know it's a bit of a nuisance that we won't be able to contact each other as often as we're used to for a little while, but I will make sure that I get on the internet one to two times a week, until we get ourselves a lovely, little internet connection of our own.
Jellytown, here we come!!!
Let the amazing Larry Lurex redeem my above musical reference, for I can hear music!!!
http://youtube.com/watch?v=d3xmMZXF2t8
Cheers .....
and Peace
Axxx
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